Tonight, I’m listening to Kenny Rogers’ LUCILLE and a tear trickles down my cheek as I remember the dense silence that followed my aunt’s internment at the cemetery last weekend. The sarcasm in the voice of the singer, the feigned joy, the irony, all the many figures of speech in that one song reminded me of the sad event. Like Lucille in Kenny Rogers’ song, did Aunt Maria pick a fine time to leave us?
As if singing the anthem of new inductees into widower-hood, Uncle Sunny is letting out a string of sighs. Looking at his three sons and one daughter. How would he explain to these grownups that he did his best to be a good husband? That those twenty years of being married to the woman he loved, he went out of his way to provide for and protect her.
That the situation that led to her death was something himself could not explain. That that morning, he had woken up from beside her. He didn’t remember to kiss her as he did on the morning of their first night behind closed doors when the taste of the palm wine he gave her father and the elders of her family was still fresh in their mouths.
But he held her and said a prayer and gave her some money to fix breakfast before he left for the cathedral to thank God for sailing them through another dark night. For the kids who were far away in the university and didn’t have a negative report from school. His beautiful wife who pretended to want a snooze and laid lazily on their worn-out brown cushion chairs.
He stood by her graveside and wondered why she had to leave now. When the hardest days had come and gone. When the sun was just at the cervix of these otherwise dark days of intense hardship. There was no tear trickling down the eyes of the man and his boys. Just his daughter who swam in the mud like pigs in a wallow. The wail and the tears. Nothing was more heartbreaking!
He remembered how he opened the door and met his wife by a half-emptied can of snipper. Unconscious. Life, getting out of her like air out of a deflated tire. A white foamy substance by the corner of her mouth. She left no note. Nothing. She just left everyone wondering whether she walked into the arms of death or someone pushed her.
Maybe suicide notes give us clues, like the ‘hint’ our Math teacher leaves beneath a complex word problem leading to a quadratic equation. Maybe suicide notes take us by the hand and lead us to the crack or broken hinge through which death entered the room and took our loved ones while we were not looking.
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